Coming home in 3 days!! I am so excited to be coming home to my family and friends in a few days! But i will be sad to leave this place (and i wouldnt have said that at this time last week). I am starting to feel so much better these days! almost “normal” or whatever normal means right?
Im not going to lie and say oh everything was amazing and i had the most amazing 3 weeks of my life an im cancer free. No, thats not how this works. It was hard and i really had to push myself to adapt to this lifestyle. i felt sick, i was nauseous, and I just wanted to eat something comforting. But I pushed through those weeks with temptation and now…… i still have temptations… but WAY less then the first 2 weeks.
Going home is very exciting, but also a bit daunting. Here, we are given every meal, our juice is juiced fresh for us, and our wheat grass is grown for us. At home I will have to start doing all of these things on my own and i knew it is not going to be easy. My dad has already started growing us the wheat grass at home so i know with the help of my family this is all going to be possible.
I also want to thank my mom for sticking by my side this entire time. I know this process wasnt easy for her either but she didnt complain and she did everything she could to make this as easy as possible for me.